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July 02 woman like a man- Damien RiceYou wanna get boned You wanna get stoned You wanna get a room like no one else You wanna be rich You wanna be kitsch You wanna be the bastard of yourself You wanna get burned You wanna get turned You wanna get fucked inside out You wanna be ruled You wanna be fooled You wanna be a woman like a man like a woman like a man June 18 baby baby it's a wild world每次听这首歌都很感动
now that i've lost everything to you, you say you want to start something new, and it's breaking my heart you're leaving, baby i'm grieving. but if you wanna leave take good care, hope you have a lot of nice things to wear, but then a lot of nice things turn bad out there. oh baby baby it's a wild world, it's hard to get by just upon a smile. oh baby baby it's a wild world, i'll always remember you like a child, girl. you know i've seen a lot of what the world can do, and it's breaking my heart in two, 'cause i never want to see you sad girl, don't be a bad girl, but if you want to leave take good care, hope you make a lot of nice friends out there, but just remember there's a lot of bad and beware, beware, baby i love you, but if wanna leave take good care, hope you make a lot of nice friends out there, but just remember there's a lot of bad, and beware, June 16 all the way to NYCI wish I could take you with me All the way to New York City We could get an apartment there Be closer to the families. We could take my station wagon And fill it to the brim And wave goodbye to all our lovely friends Never to return again You could write for picture shows And I could get a job waiting tables At a restaurant where famous people like to go We could buy old overcoats and walk through the snow All the way around central park Our cheeks as pink as wild roses We could take the subway home And stare at our reflection in the window panes of the train And see how much New York has changed us June 14 好久好久好久好久，没有码过文
好久好久，不能思考
星期日的下午，阴天......
风吹着头发，背着书包，长裙，凉鞋，背心，自行车
一个人，跑到办公室，对着窗外熟悉的风景，喝咖啡，坐着
别说我小资，我只是，想找回思考的感觉
昨天坐在理发师的椅子上，等头发
用手机打游戏，我对身边的薛薛说
好久没这么惬意过，头被固定着，无事可做，只能打游戏
目前的我，只能接受这种没有选择余地的闲情
享受其中尴尬的幸福和自嘲的满足
好久好久，没办法思考...
我度过了我的25岁生日，在朗木寺旁的山上
信号不好，祝福很少
不刷牙不洗澡不梳头从睡袋里钻出来，身边的同伴都还熟睡着
站在帐篷外面，我看见白茫茫的雪山，昨天还是一片绿野，遍地牛羊
漫天白雪的夏天，我25岁了
整整一天，我的双脚被刺骨的雪折腾着，套上随身带的所有衣服，肚子疼得要死
我对自己说，在接下来的一年，在接下来的很多年的生命里
我还要做很多事情，走很多地方，完成很多心愿，这点苦，算什么
我再也不在生日的时候在乎谁给了我祝福谁没有谁送了我礼物谁没有谁陪伴着我谁没有
因为哪怕在放逐自己的路途上，我也不从曾觉的孤独
人，还能奢望些更多的什么呢？
好久好久，没办法思考...
像陀螺一样旋转不停的生活，满脑子里只是
要做几份presentation，要打几个电话，什么活动要上线
每天拖着疲惫的身体把自己扔在床上，心里升起一丝丝可怜又温暖的小满足
来不及回味，就睡了
我想生活的节奏不可能永远这样下去
而我只是，不想让别人失望，任何人
我没有多高尚，也没有多好强，我只是，少那么一点点自私
我无法用自己的得失来计量这世界的公平和快乐
所以，有多少不值有多少不甘，都忘了吧
一切，都是自己的选择，选择了就要坚持
好久好久，没有码文，没有思考
或者，不知道该从何开始
生活还在继续，show must go on, rain must fall
我一定要快乐，哪怕是含着泪水 不想什么也不想，只想好好睡一觉
忘掉一切忘掉辛苦忘掉烦恼
安静的睡一觉，天真的期盼明天醒来，一切都是新的开始
我只想一步步脚踏实地的走向未来 June 11 October Rosie Thomasmake her a flower in late december when the sun is not shining on her write her a love song and play it all day long to remind her of all that she is worth never never leave her take her on long drives for ice-cream by sea sides and give her your coat when she is cold tell her you miss her when you come close enough to kiss her and that you walk a thousand miles to tell her so but never never leave her take photographs of her on brooklyn street in october when her nervous smile is slightly curved some days when she is slightly down tell her it is okay to frown it makes you just fall more in love with her but never never leave her |
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